致自己

人前人后2个样是多数人的写真，而我还在学习当中！性格使然，让我很多时候躺着都中枪。也罢，有时还挺羡慕他们，因为至少有个保护色嘛！那像我，伤痕累累，还是学不会。不过也是时候该学学了，不然出了社会，我会变炮灰的。



不过有一点我还是有的，那就是在家和在外总算是有差了！哈哈哈！以前是一模一样，现在稍微改进了，在家是非常邋遢，在外会比较整齐点啦！

我这性格真的是应该改一改！不要把喜怒哀乐都摆在脸上行不？就算真的是很讨厌眼前的人，至少表面功夫要做好啊！为什么我就是学不会呢？
冲动的性格也必须改改！说话真的是要经过大脑啊！直接没错，但是能拐个弯让人明白你要表达的东西会更好！多多跟古代后宫的戏取经吧！看人家是多么有修养，杀人都不见血，还不弄脏自个的手！聪明的人，语带玄机就行了，用不着把话说得太明，既不伤人，又能把意思带到，着实高招啊！很怀疑，我若是生在古代，肯定直接被斩头还几百遍了！古人要活着也不容易啊！我说的是生在皇宫的人，哈哈哈！



惺惺作态这种东西，其实也没想象中那么坏。至少是为了保全自己，达到目的啊！谁没有野心啊！敢说没有的人，滚回山上住吧！你敢说，我都还不敢听呢！人都是自私的啊！谁不想得到更多的利益啊！有野心是件好事，至少有明确的目标让自己变得更强，更好！当然，如何达到目的就是一门学问啦！



温室里待太久了，不像外面的野花，经得起风雨的摧残！高调这东西，是留给不成熟的人！学会低调的人，才是高手啊！你看那些厉害的人，人家有那么高调的到处张扬吗？会做这些的人，都是半吊子啊！不是有一句话来着，你拼命地去炫耀一样东西，正表示你其实很缺这样东西。真的的土豪都是低调的啊！看做善事就知道了！无名氏的捐赠永远大于署名者。当然也不能一竿子打翻整艘船！有时候该高调还是得高调的。

人都是要长大的！但有谁能在这你尔我诈的世界当中，还保留那珍贵的赤子之心啊！当然还是有的，那珍贵的存在。都说年轻人的菱角定会被社会这大石头给渐渐地磨到圆滑，毕竟圆滑处事比较好啊！从古至今，连成语都有教，做人要圆滑，处事要面面俱到啊！转个弯，投其所好，方能成大事啊！嘴巴甜一点，委屈自己一下，倒也不是件坏事。谁不爱听好话，有时弯腰不代表妥协，反而还能成大事呢！小草就是一个例子。大风来时，弯个腰来欣赏脚下的美景，搞不好还能学到新东西呢！待风头一过，又是新世界啊！



防人之心不可无，害人之心不可有！过于相信别人也不是件好事，凡是都该留点心眼。我就为此吃了不少苦头！谁让自个那么天真啊！吃点苦头到也是好事，毕竟现有点经验嘛，将来就懂得怎样做啦！看人的眼光也必须练练，不然很容易吃亏啊！少说话，多做事其实有一定的道理！当然适时的表现自己也很重要啊！不然就当一辈子的无名小卒吧！每个人都是有潜能的，是要看你会不会挖掘而已！


看来人际关系，说话的技巧，自身的修养，都是我还要继续努力学的功课！

20 Facts about Me

I rarely use English to write my blog because of my poor English. 
>< And why I using it now is bcoz of this post I posted in English version. In order to make it look nicer, I think la so here we go. Anyways, just ignore my grammar error.  XD

I just completed 20 facts about me recently which tagged by pretty girls Linda and Susan in Instargram. This caused me have a hard time to think about it coz i just realised that i have more than 20 facts. LOL /.\ and and I wanna show it off in my blog. Actually I was so lazy to update my other life and this is quite easy for me. XP such a laziest blogger :3 

Okiee~~~Let's start now! 

1. Love dancing and start dance when I'm 5 years old. 
Yeah, I really love dancing and I started to dance when I was 5 years old in Kindergarten school. Although I still a beginner but I want to improve myself to another stage. Also, this is another way for me to release stress. Hehehe

2. Love chocolate the most 
Chocolate always is my favorite food. I will always choose chocolate as my 1st choice and somehow I'm quite picky when I buy chocolate as junk food coz I like the bitter chocolate more than sweeter. Eating chocolate can make me feel happy and make my mood become good very fast. ^^

3. Sleeping god, can sleep like there's no tomorrow. XD
I like to sleep~~coz this is the best thing for me. I have hard time to wake up early if I don't have class so most of the time I will reject all the invitation from my friends to ask me out. Unless it's really important else you won't see me appear in the morning. XD I know sometimes it's hurt people for rejecting their request but potato-ing in my bed is the best thing I enjoyed. However, if you are really important to me, I still can force myself to wake up early to have a date with you but it have to depends my mood too. XP

4. Selfie queen, being too vain most of the time. XP 
Yeah, I'm kind of the person being so vain. I think most of the girls will do the same thing like me which is selfie everyday everywhere. XD I can even bought a hard disk to save all my selfie. I know this is so crazy coz ppl usually bought hard disk to save their movies or songs and etc. But but I seldom upload my selfie coz I only like to see through my photos alone but not share public. Friends of mine called me selfie queen during our leadership camp when they saw me keep on taking photos all the time. XD

5. Dog lover 
If you ask me to choose dog and cat, I will definitely tell u, DOG! not to say that I don't like cat but i like dog more than cat. If you read my previous post, u will found that I just lost my lovely dog recently and I was so down that time. Some of my friends said that they can't stand for their dog leaving them so they decided not to adopt again. But for me, I still choose to adopt again because I can pass down my love to the new one.

6. Food lover 
I like to eat! I'm not a picky person but I do have some food I don't really like to eat. Anyways, I actually like to eat dessert more than normal meal. Maybe sweet food can make people feel happy? XD I enjoyed every good food I had. When I feel stress, I can eat a lot but in the same time I will feel guilty coz my weight is increasing......LOL!! Girls....><  

7. Blue is my favorite colour and I don't like pink.
Blue actually can make me feel calm and comfortable so i guess that's why I like it? Hmm...I know most of the girls like pink but not for me. Not to say that I hate pink, but it will be my last choice. XD

8. Love my blog and always blog about my life. 
I really love my blog. Although my update speed keep on decrease nowadays...><  due to my busy life but I still trying to squeeze my free time to update it. hehehe~ I feel happy when ppl read my blog or comment on it but I do not show my blog publicly to Facebook coz I don't want stranger know more about me. LOL~ I still need some privacy and that's why I seldom express my feeling on Facebook but in other social media like twitter or blog. 

9. Love sports but don't like sunlight coz I don't like to get dark. XD 
Although I prefer indoor sport but I do not avoid outdoor sport. I still enjoy some of the outdoor sport like basketball or hiking. I don't like to have healthy skin so I always trying to avoid sunlight in order to prevent getting dark skin. XD  

10. Love travelling coz I enjoy going to new places.
I think everyone love to travelling coz it's really a good opportunity for you to explore new experience. Get out from your comfort zone can make you think more and growth up. This can also change your mind set. =D 

11. 1st country I went is Korea with my favorite girls Vincci & Yong Jia~♡ 
I actually have experience travel with friends inside my own county but it is my first time travel with my friends to another country which make me feel so excited! I went to Korea recently for cultural exchange program with my favorite girls Vincci and Yong Jia^^ hehehe~ Thanks to them and Swinburne. XD Had a great time with them in Korea. 

12. Bath a lots coz I can't stand with hot weather. 
I actually don't know I can bath a lot until Vincci said it. hahahaha~ I guess is because of the hot weather. 

13. Always being too straight forward so do apologize me and tell me I hurt you. 
I'm always being too straight and I know sometime it hurt people. 
>< I'm trying to change myself but it take time for me to do so. Please tell me if you feel that u have been hurt by me. Sometimes, I don't really mean it. =(

14. Dislike smokers and flowers 
I dislike smokers! If I just met a new friend and I know that he/ she is a smoker, probably we will not get closer coz my nose can't stand with the smell...=.= and if we were friends and after that I found out u are smoker, u will get annoy by me coz i sure will keep persuade you to quit it. 
I have no idea why I dislike flowers. I don't hate it. Maybe flowers cannot last for long time and I will feel sad if those beautiful things just gone like that. 

15. Like try out new things 
I don't afraid to try anything that's new to me. I'm kind of the person like challenging coz I believe I can learn more through it.  

16. Lazy to make up unless it's necessary coz it's really troublesome for me to remove it. >< 
I'm lazy person so I seldom make up unless it's necessary coz it's super troublesome to remove it. Hmmm...maybe my remove skill still need to improve but another reason is I don't want destroy my face. Cosmetic contain various chemical and it will cause ur skin become worst although it have advantages. I know sometimes make up can help to build confident for a person so I'm not saying that make up is a bad thing. I just trying to extend the time to let cosmetic destroy my face. =P 

17. Not a normal girl coz most of the girls stuff I don't like as I more like a guy than girl. I know I'm weird . 
 I'm not a normal girl coz I always act like a boy. Can u imagine that I can even do cat walk and body wave....>< I have hard time to learn it and my body are so stiff when I trying to do it../.\ I actually hate to wear dress coz I can't walk like lady. LOL! Being too boy all the time~ 

18. Just give me a hug if I cry in front of you.
Yea....just give me a big hug when I'm crying. Don't say anything coz I will cry more so be silent and hug me is enough. Too easy to cry is not a good thing for me....=.=

19. Can't sing well coz I don't have nice voice. XD 
If you ask me to dance, I sure can dance for you but please don't ask me to sing. LOL~ I can't sing coz I always missed the key and I dislike my voice. XD  

20. There's more than 20 facts about me so just get closer to me then u will know. ^^
Yeah, like I said, there are more than 20 facts about me and I actually have a hard time to list down all of it so just get closer to me. 

That's all from me~~ I hope you enjoy reading this post and maybe know more about me after this post? XD

观后感~15/9/11

                           今天学校庆祝马来西亚日，校长鼓励我们全部穿传统服装。我因为某些原因所以没穿~呵呵呵!还有吼，我那时还有说，那个校长是绝对不会穿旗袍的，她若是会穿，我把头砍下来给她当椅子坐！哈哈哈！结果，我说中了！那老女人真的没穿！哈哈哈！看也知道啦！她那思想那么古板，干脆去当马来人算了！（绝对没有侮辱马来人的意思）

                 还有，那天的节目真的是可以用闷来形容！只有一些节目勉强可以看咯！先来说那些勉强可以看的节目。华族舞蹈，我无言了。。。。 >< 爆发点只有最后的ending posture，那是全部里面算是能看的了。唉唉唉。。。。不过以她们下午班的程度，算是能看啦！只是她们的默契真的不好咯。跟不上音乐，整齐度也大有问题。。。。无言的是，她们做不到我们早上班的水准。看来我可以自大的说，少了我们早上班的这批，华族舞是逊毙了！（哇！你也太不要脸了吧？！）

                    再来就是二十四节铃鼓，这次终于有真鼓啦！盼了好久，终于不再用垃圾桶来表演啦！虽说只有那么区区十二粒真鼓，可是总好过没有咯！话说不是有位大学副教练吗？怎么我看不出这次的表演有什么惊喜咯！XD 只不过是冷饭热炒。表演的鼓花只不过是之前用垃圾桶东拼西凑结合的，唯一不同的是这次是用真鼓而不是用垃圾桶。我只看到有添加那么一点的新元素咯，只有加了一个新动作，其他的还是老样子~没新花样。这次的表演只有十二个人，因为只有十二粒真鼓。而且不如以往的成员，默契度真的是有待加强咯！

               传统服装的猫步表演还过得去啦~没什么特别可言。最多只是让你多了解各族的传统服装。异族的舞蹈还是老样子，没什么新花样。歌唱表演也是，只是歌声甜美，说实在我是听不出她在唱什么咯~或许是我不会欣赏吧~这点我承认咯~戏剧还行啦！总之，那天我专心的程度也只因为那两个华族表演而已，其他的我都在那边度日如年咯！

ps:这只是我个人的看法，要是不小心刺到哪位弱小的心灵，就请自动离开吧~ XD