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2014年11月26日星期三

终于啊！！！

大半夜不睡觉，却在这里更新我的小天堂。XD

真的太久没更新啦，都快废了都~

有很多很多东西要分享，但是还是等我忙完先吧~

想说的是，终于结束啦！！！！

其实也还不算结束，因为我还有些手尾还没解决，但是！！我已经感觉到我肩膀的担子轻了很多很多！！

我的神经其实已经严重受损，精神上的创伤不比我身体的疲累来的少啊~

身心俱疲是我现在的状况，身体是毫不客气的直接让我大病半个月之久，而我却无能为力地必须硬撑下去。

当时的怨言就是为毛别人能乘机休息而我却不能！！杯具啊我~

不过都还是给撑下去了，怨言这东西肯定是有的，在于或多或少。

这些我绝对会开篇来发泄下的！

毕竟忍耐也是有限的，高EQ的功课还在继续，肯定不让破功啊~

这企鹅宝宝不是我的，但是却给我借来狂拍不少。XD

总而言之，现阶段是可以专注在我的学业上了啦！

话说我已经开始的太迟了。。。。鸭梨一直没离开我，真的是太专一了。。。。

重点是我可以松了很大口气，achievement 真的是unlocked太多太多了。哈哈哈！

谢谢你们在这段时间对我的包容和鼓励，在下真的是没齿难忘！

该睡了，已经爆肝好一段时间了~闪人先呗~

2014年10月23日星期四

责任感是一个很重的名词。
我承认，我是一个责任感很重的人。
一旦我决定扛下来，我就会给自己鸭梨，告诉自己，这是我的责任，一定要做到最好。
虽然我没有很强的完美主义，但是做到问心无愧是我一直很坚持的理念。
所以很好咯，每次辛苦的都是自己，别人都看不见自己的苦心，那些误解我的人倒是一大堆。也罢，反正我也没想让你知道我的苦心。了解我的人自然会明白，没必要浪费口舌去向那些不了解我的人解释那么多。都不肯花心思去了解我的人，自然不会想听我的解释，又何必呢~

在想，我是不是应该改掉替别人着想的习惯啊？
我这人，比较随便。你对我好，我定加倍奉还。
只要不超过我的底线，一般我都会妥协。这不代表我就好欺负，没有自己的想法，这只是我比较喜欢看到大家开心的模样。
所以请你不要得寸进尺，小心哪天我暴走了，才在那边惊讶，说我变了。其实我一直都没变，变的人是你。

我一般不在人前示弱，所以你会看到我坚强的一面。这不代表我不会受伤，只是我选择隐藏起来而已。如果你发现我真的很鸭梨时，给我一个简单的拥抱吧，我会很开心的。XD 我其实很容易被满足，一份我喜爱的食物就可以让我开心一整天，吃货就是容易被满足的。

我是一个眼浅的人，很容易被感动到。我也是没心机的笨蛋，很容易相信别人，所以不要欺骗我；因为当我对你有了警戒心，你说神马都会被我当成屁话。辜负我对你的信任，就自己承担后果吧。

原谅我的胡言乱语，哈哈哈！鸭梨最近爆灯~所以神经有点不正常~XD

2014年9月22日星期一

20 Facts about Me

I rarely use English to write my blog because of my poor English.
>< And why I using it now is bcoz of this post I posted in English version. In order to make it look nicer, ~~I think la~~ so here we go. Anyways, just ignore my grammar error. XD

I just completed 20 facts about me recently which tagged by pretty girls Linda and Susan in Instargram. This caused me have a hard time to think about it coz i just realised that i have more than 20 facts. LOL /.\ and and I wanna show it off in my blog. Actually I was so lazy to update my other life and this is quite easy for me. XP such a laziest blogger :3

Okiee~~~Let's start now!

1. Love dancing and start dance when I'm 5 years old.
Yeah, I really love dancing and I started to dance when I was 5 years old in Kindergarten school. Although I still a beginner but I want to improve myself to another stage. Also, this is another way for me to release stress. Hehehe

2. Love chocolate the most
Chocolate always is my favorite food. I will always choose chocolate as my 1st choice and somehow I'm quite picky when I buy chocolate as junk food coz I like the bitter chocolate more than sweeter. Eating chocolate can make me feel happy and make my mood become good very fast. ^^

3. Sleeping god, can sleep like there's no tomorrow. XD
I like to sleep~~coz this is the best thing for me. I have hard time to wake up early if I don't have class so most of the time I will reject all the invitation from my friends to ask me out. Unless it's really important else you won't see me appear in the morning. XD I know sometimes it's hurt people for rejecting their request but potato-ing in my bed is the best thing I enjoyed. However, if you are really important to me, I still can force myself to wake up early to have a date with you but it have to depends my mood too. XP

4. Selfie queen, being too vain most of the time. XP
Yeah, I'm kind of the person being so vain. I think most of the girls will do the same thing like me which is selfie everyday everywhere. XD I can even bought a hard disk to save all my selfie. I know this is so crazy coz ppl usually bought hard disk to save their movies or songs and etc. But but I seldom upload my selfie coz I only like to see through my photos alone but not share public. Friends of mine called me selfie queen during our leadership camp when they saw me keep on taking photos all the time. XD

5. Dog lover
If you ask me to choose dog and cat, I will definitely tell u, DOG! not to say that I don't like cat but i like dog more than cat. If you read my previous post, u will found that I just lost my lovely dog recently and I was so down that time. Some of my friends said that they can't stand for their dog leaving them so they decided not to adopt again. But for me, I still choose to adopt again because I can pass down my love to the new one.

6. Food lover
I like to eat! I'm not a picky person but I do have some food I don't really like to eat. Anyways, I actually like to eat dessert more than normal meal. Maybe sweet food can make people feel happy? XD I enjoyed every good food I had. When I feel stress, I can eat a lot but in the same time I will feel guilty coz my weight is increasing......LOL!! Girls....><

7. Blue is my favorite colour and I don't like pink.
Blue actually can make me feel calm and comfortable so i guess that's why I like it? Hmm...I know most of the girls like pink but not for me. Not to say that I hate pink, but it will be my last choice. XD

8. Love my blog and always blog about my life.
I really love my blog. Although my update speed keep on decrease nowadays...>< due to my busy life but I still trying to squeeze my free time to update it. hehehe~ I feel happy when ppl read my blog or comment on it but I do not show my blog publicly to Facebook coz I don't want stranger know more about me. LOL~ I still need some privacy and that's why I seldom express my feeling on Facebook but in other social media like twitter or blog.

9. Love sports but don't like sunlight coz I don't like to get dark. XD
Although I prefer indoor sport but I do not avoid outdoor sport. I still enjoy some of the outdoor sport like basketball or hiking. I don't like to have healthy skin so I always trying to avoid sunlight in order to prevent getting dark skin. XD

10. Love travelling coz I enjoy going to new places.
I think everyone love to travelling coz it's really a good opportunity for you to explore new experience. Get out from your comfort zone can make you think more and growth up. This can also change your mind set. =D

11. 1st country I went is Korea with my favorite girls Vincci & Yong Jia~♡
I actually have experience travel with friends inside my own county but it is my first time travel with my friends to another country which make me feel so excited! I went to Korea recently for cultural exchange program with my favorite girls Vincci and Yong Jia^^ hehehe~ Thanks to them and Swinburne. XD Had a great time with them in Korea.

12. Bath a lots coz I can't stand with hot weather.
I actually don't know I can bath a lot until Vincci said it. hahahaha~ I guess is because of the hot weather.

13. Always being too straight forward so do apologize me and tell me I hurt you.
I'm always being too straight and I know sometime it hurt people.
>< I'm trying to change myself but it take time for me to do so. Please tell me if you feel that u have been hurt by me. Sometimes, I don't really mean it. =(

14. Dislike smokers and flowers
I dislike smokers! If I just met a new friend and I know that he/ she is a smoker, probably we will not get closer coz my nose can't stand with the smell...=.= and if we were friends and after that I found out u are smoker, u will get annoy by me coz i sure will keep persuade you to quit it.
I have no idea why I dislike flowers. I don't hate it. Maybe flowers cannot last for long time and I will feel sad if those beautiful things just gone like that.

15. Like try out new things
I don't afraid to try anything that's new to me. I'm kind of the person like challenging coz I believe I can learn more through it.

16. Lazy to make up unless it's necessary coz it's really troublesome for me to remove it. ><
I'm lazy person so I seldom make up unless it's necessary coz it's super troublesome to remove it. Hmmm...maybe my remove skill still need to improve but another reason is I don't want destroy my face. Cosmetic contain various chemical and it will cause ur skin become worst although it have advantages. I know sometimes make up can help to build confident for a person so I'm not saying that make up is a bad thing. I just trying to extend the time to let cosmetic destroy my face. =P

17. Not a normal girl coz most of the girls stuff I don't like as I more like a guy than girl. I know I'm weird .
I'm not a normal girl coz I always act like a boy. Can u imagine that I can even do cat walk and body wave....>< I have hard time to learn it and my body are so stiff when I trying to do it../.\ I actually hate to wear dress coz I can't walk like lady. LOL! Being too boy all the time~

18. Just give me a hug if I cry in front of you.
Yea....just give me a big hug when I'm crying. Don't say anything coz I will cry more so be silent and hug me is enough. Too easy to cry is not a good thing for me....=.=

19. Can't sing well coz I don't have nice voice. XD
If you ask me to dance, I sure can dance for you but please don't ask me to sing. LOL~ I can't sing coz I always missed the key and I dislike my voice. XD

20. There's more than 20 facts about me so just get closer to me then u will know. ^^
Yeah, like I said, there are more than 20 facts about me and I actually have a hard time to list down all of it so just get closer to me.

That's all from me~~ I hope you enjoy reading this post and maybe know more about me after this post? XD

2014年7月27日星期日

闲聊之近况

我的短假就那么的结束了~~~~
不过这次的短假倒是过得超级充实的，因为我是在韩国过的哟~
慢点才会开篇分享下，我在韩国那2个星期到底干了神马东东。
一从韩国回来就马上开课了，话说我的时差和心态还没完全调整过来的叻。。。
忙着适应新学期，忙着解决那些意外，忙着适应再度一个人的生活。哎~一堆堆烦心的事！！！

其实已经有心理准备，我一回来就要面对那些闹心的东西，因为要飞去韩国，所以就暂时地把它们丢在一旁。现在回来了，就不能再有鸵鸟心态了啊~~该解决的，必须当机立断的给它来个了断啊！！

一向都不爱写课业上的鸭梨，所以这次还是再度的省略掉~
这次不住外面，住回学校宿舍了。
可之前的朋友们毕业的毕业了，transfer的transfer，新的室友又还没来，所以我倒是活的挺独立的啊~
感谢那些朋友，因为知道我没伴可以去吃饭，又懒惰煮一个人的饭，一直在啃泡面；所以会拉我一起出去吃有营养的正餐，不然就说要不要帮我打包。我是有那么一点被touch到啦~哈哈哈！

现在倒是很希望，我负责的events不要再给我出问题mo。。。。
西天取经的戏码不适合我，okay！！
一波三折啊，多灾多难的。。。我心脏再强，也会有衰竭的时候啊~
而且在人前还得装的高EQ，因为如果连我也抓狂的话，那就完蛋了啊~
所以我只能在背后寻找另外的管道来发泄！

恩~这是一个很好的学习过程，我一定可以提升自己的能力的！
正面思想！！负面情绪给老子闪一边去吧！

很久没有自恋了~
是时候发作一下吧~
哈哈哈！

2014年7月26日星期六

免费の模特儿

没错啦！
免费の模特儿就是在下我啦~
话说我还真的是吃饱没事做，跑去帮SSSC拍摄了一系列宣传衣服的照片。
说到好像很专业酱，其实根本就是来乱的！哈哈哈！
因为我们的student council有在卖merchandise，为了提高销售业绩，所以需要一些宣传照来摆上我们的官网。哎，咋我就说到一副很了不起似的=。=
不废话啦，来看照片吧~
话说其实模特儿也长得很普通而已，所以不要期望太高啊~XD